Posted/Updated: January 2016
Recently, I decided to try a new healing technique that sounds pretty weird - even I have to admit that and I'm used to dealing with a lot of strange things considering I'm psychic and have a lot of unusual experiences. I'm talking about VCI or Vaginal Coffee Implants. Strange huh? I agree. I mean, why would anyone want to put coffee inside of themselves in that way? Well, I have a very good reason.
Recent research indicates that VCI's are said to help shrink the size of fibroids and I have a very large fibroid. I've had it for years. It's 15 cm x 9 cm x 6 cm (that's approximately 6 inches x 3.5 inches x 2 inches) and even my doctor says that's very large! It doesn't bother me much except to press on my bladder, which is an inconvenience.
I've been following the Nutritional Balancing Program by Dr. Wilson found at www.drlwilson.com for the last 2 years. It's a comprehensive program that uses many techniques to detoxify, balance and heal the body. My body was extremely broken down when I started the program and although it is a slow process, it has been effective. For example, when I first started the program I had to take an allergy pill daily. If I didn't, my mouth would start to get itchy no matter what I tried eating. I was very toxic. I ended up in Emergency twice because my tongue started to swell. Allergy tests showed nothing. Within 3 months of following the program, I didn't have to take allergy pills anymore. Progress! So I have been following this program for 2 years and I have just added this new technique to see if it would help shrink my fibroid.
You can read an informative article on the VCI benefits and "how to" on Dr. Wilson's site by clicking here. And if you want to use the Practitioner that I use (the program is done over the internet so you don't need someone local), feel from to contact me through oralin.com and I'll be happy to share that info with you.
Apparently, when doing the VCI it's normal to have dreams about past relationships. It's like layers of energy influences are removed from the area and the release causes the dream. The first day I tried the technique, I woke up the next day and had a deep emotional reaction to my love life in general. Not fun, but necessary. Over the next week, as I continued to do the technique I had more dreams about past love interests from my teens (so that's about 40 years ago). So I was having the same type of experiences that other women had reported.
However, I then had a dream that was very different. I dreamt that I came home to my apartment, but it wasn't my real apartment. I went down stairs and followed a dark royal blue hallway. There were many, many doors. I found my door and went in. Not long after I entered a Spirit appeared to me. Her appearance fluctuated between skeletal, to old and dried, to young and beautiful. She was floating in the air in the kitchen area. We started to chat. She told me that her name was Morgana.
I invited her to sit down and talk to me. I remember thinking how odd it was that she wasn't disappearing because normally when I see Spirits this clearly, they vanish fairly quickly as I become more "aware" of them.
She sat on the couch and starting sharing a story with me. She told me that she went on a date with a man that she thought was nice. From the moment they were alone, he had his hands all over her. As she spoke, I turned my back to her and started telling her what happened. I knew. I said that the man strangled and murdered her. She said yes. I sat beside her and saw a rather large, green spider crawling on her. She watched it and I said I would get rid of it. I tried to kill it, but missed. It fell on the floor and ran away. At that point, she disappeared.
Then my cousins were in my apartment and I started to tell them what happened. A gold and white sparkling energy started to show in the kitchen area. I pointed to it and Morgana started to manifest again. She was in the kitchen floating in the air. She was quite beautiful and she smiled and waved and left.
That was the end of the dream..
So naturally, when I woke up I decided I had better interpret this dream using the basics of dream interpretation. I tend to do that right away because the longer you wait, the more information you forget. The blue hallway told me that I was dealing with a spiritual life lesson. The home was in the basement so it was a subconscious issue. It was not my actual home so it was a temporary state of mind. Morgana was the bearer of the message - sharing the story of what happened and her appearance showed how it affected my life on a spiritual level. She represented the spiritual energy of the event. The green spider had to do with an old fear (I was trying to kill the spider out of fear and I don't kill spiders now so that's an old fear) and physical healing (it's colour). Her coming back to say goodbye was symbolic of the energy leaving and being healed as she was whole and beautiful and not skeletal or old and dried up.
I figured it had something to do with the VCI process. As I thought about it, I remembered something that I hadn't thought about in a very long time. I HATE dates. I have always hated dating and dates for as long as I can remember. Up to the age of 50, I'd only ever been on 2 dates in my life and both men were recommended by someone that knew them. I still felt very uncomfortable. I never understood my feelings. Nobody else I knew seemed to have any issue with going on dates, but the thought of it filled me with dread and fear. Now I knew why.
The VCI had released a past life energy associated with my femininity and attitude towards men. Being murdered in the past life created a karmic energy (fear) that carried forward into this life. This karmic energy affected my attitude towards dating and men in general.
So these VCI's not only work on a physical level or on releasing issues from a current lifetime, they also release karmic energy from past lives.
I'm looking forward to seeing what else is released from this unusual healing technique. My Spirit Guides told me years ago that the fibroid would shrink so perhaps this is the method that will do it. That remains to be seen.