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November 9, 2020
Image by Wendy (taken at the Lake Nov. 6th
So I wonder how many of you experienced an energy shift last week? It was a doozy from my perspective.
In one of the Facebook groups I belong to, someone said it was a "collective shift" so I asked my Spirit Guides if that was true. I wanted to know if it was a collective shift. They said that it was a collective shift for those who could make the shift so not everyone experienced the shift.
If you are at the spiritual level that you need to be in at this time, then you wouldn't have shifted - you didn't need to shift. It's possible you have already made all of the shifts for your spiritual vibration or maybe you just didn't need to experience that shift. It's not about anyone being ahead of anyone else. It would depend on how much releasing you had to do.
The shift consisted of a lot of releases throughout the earlier part of the week, which you might have recognized as emotional releases - heavy duty for some and perhaps very mild for others. You would have been letting go or getting rid of any of the energy that was holding you at the lower level of energy.
I know that I felt very angry and irritated with everyone. I was a road rage nightmare. I was swearing at every person who was driving poorly and believe me, in that state of mind I thought everyone was a poor driver.
I was ranting at people and I don't mean just a quick "you idiot", I mean, "What the heck is wrong with you? Don't you know how to drive? Why are you cutting people off? Where are the cops when you need them? You're such a jerk! You shouldn't have a license" ... and on and on and on. And believe me, I've cleaned up my language for this entry. Ever other word was a swear word. I couldn't shut up and I knew I was being unreasonable, but it just flowed from me like verbal diarrhea.
Now, I did ask my Spirit Guides what the heck was going on and they confirmed I was just releasing and to chill out ... like that was going to happen!
Of course, there were the other typical signs of releasing such as - feeling exhausted, poor digestion, being bloated, having heartburn (really bad heartburn which I never have), sinus pain and congestion, eye issues, and difficulty sleeping. Those are the ones that stood out, but I'm sure there are others.
It also seemed to have a pattern. The mornings were fine. I could actually work and felt energized and then around noon it changed to the all the symptoms. It was very weird.
Then Friday hit and that was well ... it's hard to put into words. On Friday, I didn't even turn on my computer. I didn't want to work at all and that is extremely rare. Okay, not wanting to work is not really that unusual, but not turning on my computer and not caring - that is extremely rare.
Everything felt wrong and out of sync. I felt like I shouldn't be here anymore. I didn't know why I was here. I just wanted to go home and I haven't had that feeling in a long time.
When I was going through my spiritual changes from 2002 to about 2010 I was always saying I wanted to go home. It was probably said daily or even a few times a day, but things were really bad then. Those were the days I prayed at night to wake up dead or from a more physical perspective ... to not wake up at all. When I did wake up, I usually swore and said, "I'm still here." I was very unhappy. What I was feeling this time wasn't as bad, but carried some of the same emotion.
I also felt like I was very scattered and like I was suffocating - not literally, but it was almost like an anxiety or panic attack that was coming on or just about to happen, but not really. When I was in my early 30's I had many anxiety/panic attacks so I know what they are all about, but there wasn't any fear associated with what I was experiencing, just a sense of "I have to get out of here" so I did.
I ended up going to the lake so I could walk around. It was the only place I felt like I could breathe. I just stood on the bridge looking at the sun reflecting on the water. It was stunning and it calmed me. For a few minutes I didn't feel like I was suffocating.
Eventually, I had to go home. The feelings continued and I was exhausted. When I went to sleep that night, I tuned-in to see what the heck my Guides wanted to share with me about what was happening. Boy, that was a challenge in itself.
First of all, I could barely see anything in Spirit. It was like everything was so far away. I managed to get to my spiritual classroom, but still could not see well and asked what was going on. I had to just feel what was happening. I was told that I had moved to a new level of energy - a higher level.
I asked them why I couldn't see anything and was told that what I am trying to see is at a lower level of energy and I have to adjust or learn to see at that level once again. They assured me that I would learn. It was very unpleasant. We chatted about a few other things and then I managed to get some sleep.
The next day was not as bad. That awful feeling was still there but only mildly. I did notice that I was thinking differently though. It was almost like the old Wendy in some way was gone and a new Wendy was took her place. It was strange.
The new Wendy seems to have more expectations in a way when it comes to dealing with Spirit. She is not worrying in the same way. I think that must have to do with any fears and old energy that have left me and are no longer influencing me. Intuition is also much stronger.
For example, I went to the park today (Sunday, Nov. 8th when I wrote this entry) and was trying to decide whether to go for a walk. There were a number of people already there enjoying the gorgeous weather. I also know we are supposed to limit our exposure to others at this time because of the energy - not because of covid. I always thought I was being told to hunker down to avoid covid and while that is a part of it, it's more about avoiding negativity and people with negativity attached to them. That's a different show...
While sitting in the car, I decided to tune-in and ask my Guides if it was a good idea to go for a walk. I mean there weren't tons of people and how much negativity could there be out there at this moment? It was such a beautiful day. It felt like Spring in November. Remember, this was November the 8th in Canada and it should be Fall weather and much colder. It was 19 Celsius, the sun was shining and the sky was blue with white puffy clouds - a perfect Spring day. People were wearing shorts and t-shirts. A few had on masks, but not many as everyone was outside and did appear to be social distancing. It was hard to believe that at the end of October we had about 4 inches of snow.
Well, my Guides did not give me an direct answer. Instead they said, "Follow your intuition." So I thought, "It looks okay. I know there are people, but probably not too many." So I figured I'd go. I started to grab my stuff for my walk and my stomach tightened and there was this strong feeling of foreboding. It was incredibly strong - almost overwhelming. It was a definite "no". So I listened to my intuition and headed home.
I hadn't thought about it before, but I now realize my intuition has become stronger over the last while and really more noticeable in the last month.
I expect it will take several days to adjust to this shift. I know that I've had other shifts similar to this over the last year but nothing as strong or noticeable as this one.
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