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Here's an experience I thought I should share with you. I've been trying to get into a routine and one of the things I want to do is meditate daily. I know it's important for me to do that and most likely, it's just as important for you to be doing that. I have meditated a few times over the last couple of weeks, but when the energy waves hit, it kind of throws that idea out the window.
It's not a good idea to meditate if you can't keep your eyes open and are lacking energy because your body is getting used to the new energy flow. I find you don't really "get much" although I'm sure there is some work being done. I just like "getting stuff".
I suppose it will get easier over time and meditating daily will work into my schedule. It would be nice to get back to the point of meditating for an hour every day. That's what I used to do when I was heavily into developing my abilities and raising my spiritual vibration. Gosh, I used to meditate daily for one hour and longer on the weekends for about 6 years straight.
Of course, then life kicked in and went wild - that's when the panic attacks started - but that's another story - so daily meditations took on a different role. They were more about survival than spiritual growth although I guess the two are associated in a way.
Anyway - I digress. Yesterday I decided to do a meditation in the early afternoon. I was just about to go to my special place on the Other Side to meet with those who happen to be in that area when I heard someone say, "Wait" and I felt someone put his hand on my arm.
I say "his hand" because I could feel right away it was a male. His thought voice was very loud. So of course I stopped and asked who was there.
Naturally, the person said, "You tell me." That's actually perfectly normal if you are speaking to a Spirit Teacher or Guide who wants you to recognize his or her energy. They want you to pull in their energy to feel who they are.
That's something that used to happen to me when I first started to meditate on my own. It used to piss me off actually. It was a lot of work. I mean, it's much easier if they just tell you who they are. Learning to recognize Spirit Guides, Teachers, Angels or Archangels by feel takes work.
However, it's also the only way you can truly know who you're speaking with if you don't want to verify who they are and to be honest, even if I recognize the energy, I still verify they are positive. It's a habit and probably a good habit considering all that's happening in the world today with negative entities being let loose and attaching to every Being of Light they can find.
So I pulled in the energy, which is of course what all Empaths do naturally and recognized the entity as the Overseer of Oralin. That's what he calls himself. He's responsible for Oralin and what it is here to do. So even though I knew who it was, I still verified he was positive. I'm sure they are used to me doing that.
Sometimes, they even tease me about it, but I'd rather be safe than sorry. I've had quite a lot of experience with negative entities especially when I first started out and I've seen way too many people assume that who they're speaking with is positive because the entity is pretty or handsome, or it compliments them and makes them feel important. That's not a pretty path to walk. So I always double-check.
So I asked him why he wanted me to wait and not go to my special place and he said that he wanted to teach me something new. I hate when that happens. I always get nervous that I'm not hearing them correctly or seeing things properly. Yes, I still doubt even after 35 years of dealing with them.
I think part of the reason is that I'm super careful about sharing what I know with others. I never want to lead anyone down a path that is not meant for him or her. It was a huge hurdle I had to get over when I first began walking this path. It's also why when I do a reading for anyone I always do a prayer beforehand to make sure the information only comes from the Divine and their Spirit Guides and that I don't influence what I receive based on what I'm feeling or dealing with at the time. That way I know the person is getting what they need.
So he then said that he wanted to teach me a new method of protection that was meant for me. I had been meditating for the last few months on and off using a mixture of the old method of protection and what I knew about living in the ascension energy. Now, part of my goal when I meditate is to go out-of-body. That's my personal goal. I love going out-of-body and I want to learn more about it so I've been specifying that in my set up prayer before I meditate. I was seeing a slightly different method of protection, but I guess the Guides decided it was time to have me using something that was better for my spiritual vibration.
What I found interesting about this encounter with the Overseer is that I could feel him right beside me. When I see him in my special place, I don't really feel him all that much. It's more like I see/feel him and it is more of a distant feeling - hard to explain, I guess you have to experience it.
Maybe try feeling the energy of someone you are close to when they are with you and then try the same thing when they are out shopping or working or not in the same space as you. That might give you a bit of an idea of how it feels. Anyway, his presence was very strong and his voice was very loud so I knew he was beside me in whatever level of energy I was in at the time. I did not see him - I only felt and heard him.
So I began to listen to him describe the protection that he wanted me to use. I have yet to try it to see what results I get as the whole meditation was just about the Overseer showing and telling me what to do. It was interesting and it felt good in terms of the information feeling "right". Now, this method is meant for me to use and it is not something that is supposed to be shared with others because it won't work the same for others as it is specific to a person's spiritual vibration or energy level. So why am I sharing this story with you?
Well, I began to think that if I have a special way of protecting myself when meditating now, you might too. Now if you use your typical set up prayer for meditating, you might not ever be told of anything new. However, if you change your typical set up so it is not specific and instead ask the Divine or God. Don't ask your Spirit Guides or Spirit or Angels - ask the Divine. Remember, you never ask your Spirit Guides or Spirit for help. Always ask the Divine and that way you are guaranteed that you'll get the best information.
So you might want to say, "Divine Source of Love, please show me the best form of protection for me to use while I meditate to ..." and fill in the ... with your intention. So I said, "Divine Source of Love, please show me the best form of protection for me to use while I meditate to go out-of-body and to learn more about my life path." That's an example, but you'll modify it for you.
You might not see any change. I know the first time I changed my set up prayer to be more general I did see a change in my protection although it was not the same as what I was told yesterday. Even if you don't see any change the first time, always say your set up prayer in that way because that opens the door to the Divine changing your typical method to something better and more specific to any spiritual or life changes you have made. If you make it very specific in this case, you'll get what you ask for and you might not get something better.
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